Might as well just kill myself and get it all over with because I literally have no one to stop me
5 months ago with 1 note
Just remember, I know your secret. But I’m not the only one, other people know. People who got told because they saw you guys or heard about it. So when you think you could screw me over again, remember that I can do much more damage than you.
5 months ago with 1 note
And I guarantee you that I hate myself more than anyone could ever hate me
6 months ago with 2 notes
I don’t understand why people need to do rational things to feel cool and good about themselves
7 months ago with 2 notes
This is too much
There’s so many fucking things I want to do right now. I want to hold you and kiss you and know you’re happy and I want to tell you that I’m happy too. But our relationship is failing, and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. If I’m not happy, I know I shouldn’t bother you with my troubles, but I feel like I need you there to help me. I want to tell you that we can get through this, but it just seems like you don’t care about it anymore. I want you to want me, but that seems like a distant dream now.
I miss you. I miss talking to you all of the time, everyday. I’m lucky to get a few sentences in with you a whole day now. Regardless of how busy I am, I always try to make time to talk to you. But it’s like I’m your last thought; your last priority. You tell me that I’m not, you tell me that I matter so much to you and that you don’t ever want to lose me. But where are you right now? Where are you when I need you most? I just want to open up to you and confide in you, but you’re locking yourself up, putting bars down in between us.
I just wish you understood. I wish you cared.
8 months ago with 28 notes
